I have discovered I am not capable of being witty all the time.

This has been a most disappointing discovery, but one I am going to try to cope with.

I know I haven't been updating very often, but I guess I just don't feel passionately on a lot of issues.

I have begun to see why people believe indifference to be the greatest of evils, for indifference seems to be what allows evil to exist. That may just be me being optimistic though.

Even so, I take privacy very seriously, I know the government watches me, northeastern monitors me, and google probably shuffles through everythign of mine on their servers, but at least I try to make it harder, and stick with people that are less likely to go through my things.

of late I have been in deep thought over one of the few things I am truly passionate about. for the longest time I believed I would lay down my life for a friend (friend used in this sense as someone I really care about deeply, not just a co-worker I get along with etc.). I still believe this is true, but I am beginning to wonder if I need to be a more seperate entity.

all in all I am not sure what is worth being passionate about, I am even skeptical of the saying "it doesn't matter what you are passionate about as long as you are passionate about something". I am beginning to wonder why, and why not. It is hard wondering about BOTH sides of an argument.

oh well, more thoughts to come.